This journal entry is most likely to be a vent journal, which means it might not be the most positive. Just a fair warning.
School gets out for me in only a week or 2! Which is very exciting, and gives me a long needed break. This school year was honestly one of the fastest of my life, thankfully. But still I ran into many hardships and problems that I wasn't quite ready for. Especially toward the end of the year, where teachers decided to assign as many final projects as they possibly can. Right now, as I'm typing this, I'm procrastinating on some projects that I could easily get done.
This month, though, my anxiety has really taken the driver's seat. I don't really know why, but I'm guessing my stress level has something to do with it. My mind knows the finish line is so close, but the journey toward it is so full of ups and downs. Few know this about me, but I have panic attacks that occur usually only once a month or so. They're mostly triggered by crowded areas, stressful situations where I have no control, big events that I make myself too nervous for, and loud noises or yelling. Because of the stressful situations I've had right before the end of the school year, I've had a few panic attacks this month. And, to be blunt, they're horrible. But summer is just around the corner, and I know I'll be able to push through to the end. My grades are really good this quarter, so I'm hoping my projects will be good enough to keep them that way!
For summer, I'm hoping to read tons of books. There's 2 that I've started reading that are so good, but they've been pushed to the backburner because of my historical fiction requirements (which is that I have to read a historical fiction book every quarter). I'm also hoping to be healthier this summer, with just general things. I find that the better I eat and the more often I work out, the better I feel.
That's pretty much it for this update!! I hope you all have a wonderful day, and a very exciting summer full of fun!